When You're Not Around

This is a note from earth to the moon. But especially now, when it's time for new moon. I look up to the sky and found nothing, but I know you're there, even we can't see each other.
This nights feel so dark and empty, that's for sure. So much different when you're around, and bathe me with your light you stole from the sun. And in this time of darkness, I realize the emptiness inside. I am holding my own black hole, scared and sweating.
Before you, my time were stuck on my own. I kept running, scared of everything. Hid myself, did not believing to what i am capable of. This life was just unfair.
With you, everything is different. I feel safe. I feel funny. I feel you. And the more important thing is, I feel the real me. You are the guardian angel from the heaven, that's the reality I know and am surrender for your existence.
Now that I am walking day by day, all I see is your silhoutte on everything. Keep comparing to the days when you're here. And the more I feel that, the more I can't face your absence. I need you. Yes. That is just the truth. A brutal honest.
Again, I need to call the universe for help. I am asking the wind to pass the message to all the creature that you pass by, please..do not let me go. All I need is just for you to fight for me, like you did against the darkness.

Tetaplah Sibuk, Sayang

No need to cure it, it never hurts - it is cured instead
No need to run, it's been voluntarily tumbled up side down, like on a roller coaster

Just as long as you keep in mind to keep busy and doing things you like, I don't have another advice for this livin' love episode. I am the play, just as you.